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i opened my eyes and the dream was over

Awkward Marina

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When your whole known reality suddenly collapses... what do you do? "Sing about it" was not my first, second, or third answer. Writing and recording these three tracks was equal parts painful and cathartic, but it felt inevitable.

If you're listening to this EP, I want to tell you: If you're in a bad place, it's going to get better someday. It's
When your whole known reality suddenly collapses... what do you do? "Sing about it" was not my first, second, or third answer. Writing and recording these three tracks was equal parts painful and cathartic, but it felt inevitable.

If you're listening to this EP, I want to tell you: If you're in a bad place, it's going to get better someday. It's hard to believe that myself right now, but if I tell you guys, then I feel an obligation to follow my own advice.
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    no respect 2:42
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    stepping stone 2:38
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I Don't Wanna Be Famous

Awkward Marina

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I really actually do not want to be famous.

But I wouldn't mind if this album blew up just a little teensy, weensy bit ;)

IDWBF is my third full-length album, and probably my "fun-est" one. I have a track record of making depressing music, but that doesn't make me happy anymore. I wanted to make something that embraces a wider range of emotions,
I really actually do not want to be famous.

But I wouldn't mind if this album blew up just a little teensy, weensy bit ;)

IDWBF is my third full-length album, and probably my "fun-est" one. I have a track record of making depressing music, but that doesn't make me happy anymore. I wanted to make something that embraces a wider range of emotions, something that others can groove to, even when I'm singing about negative things. Or positive things! Or any things!!
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    Better Times 3:44
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    Dead Butterfly 2:51
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    Lazy Ass Bitch 2:52
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    Obsidian Sword 3:56
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    Words 3:32
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    It All Comes Out 2:43
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    Broken Girl 2:18
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    I Don't Wanna Be Famous 3:05
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    It's Easy 2:46
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    Apocalypse Lover 2:08
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    Best In Life 3:00
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    Entropy 2019 3:24
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Awkward Marina

Awkward Marina

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People I want to thank:

-Raye Alerte, for pushing through and helping me finish this album even while going thru hell. It was masterfully mastered!
-Darren Solomon, Rebecca Haviland, and Jakub Ciupinski, for being excellent professors and pushing me to make these songs the best they could be.
-Dave McShea (Trvsh), for being my first-ever FEATURE
People I want to thank:

-Raye Alerte, for pushing through and helping me finish this album even while going thru hell. It was masterfully mastered!
-Darren Solomon, Rebecca Haviland, and Jakub Ciupinski, for being excellent professors and pushing me to make these songs the best they could be.
-Dave McShea (Trvsh), for being my first-ever FEATURE on an album!
-Erin Michelitsch, for taking awesome photos of me!
-Meghan Burden, for the logo design, photo editing, and custom 3D printed AM necklace.
-My friends and family, for supporting my wacky weirdness.
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    New Horizon 3:42
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    Desert 3:20
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    Power Moves 2:45
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    Superhero 3:39
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    Focus 1:40
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    The Toxic Zone 3:05
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    Blissful Ignorant 3:27
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    Fire Feels (feat. Trvsh) 4:15
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    Firewater 3:30
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    Tea 2.0 3:16
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    Everybody's Got Their Own Damn Trauma 3:24
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Crushed Creations

Awkward Marina

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This is my first full album, Crushed Creations. It is much darker than the content on my YouTube channel, with themes of self-hatred and anxiety rather than cartoons and silliness. I'd describe it as happy beats with sad lyrics.
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    Crushed Creations (Intro) 2:25
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    Back Home 4:12
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    Crazy Kids 3:31
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    Just Someone, Not Me 4:00
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    My Own Enemy 3:44
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    Second Place 4:03
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    Fallen To The System 2:08
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    When The Train Comes 4:19
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    Apathy 3:05
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